Thursday, April 19, 2012

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

Apology.

Hie.

I am so sorry. I really mean it this time, unlike the time when I uttered those words as I pulled out our house door's keys from my  pocket when you have already had the keys in your hand even before we crossed the road. At that time I was sorry, but not as much as I am right now.

I am not sure if you realized this though we have known each other for almost two years now. I am not good at this. Am not good at apologizing when I know for sure I have done wrong. Usually  I would just sit/stand next to you, say your name, and just give you that look without saying anything. And usually, too, you would ask 'what is it?', and I would say nothing and smile, telling myself that's good enough. That way of apologizing, if you consider it as one.

And again, I admit it. I am so bad at saying sorry. And for that, too, I am sorry.